I fully understand. I’m experiencing severe h.i.f.

(Source: kimzii)

I’ve been feeling in a bit of a rut lately with my transitioning. I have been transitioning for about a year and three months. I plan on BCing on my birthday which is in April. But I find myself questioning what I’m doing. I could truly never go back to the creamy crack (perm) because I never liked it to begin with. I do find myself get frustrated with my hair and not knowing what to do. I have been having this love affair with flat twist out and Bantu knots out that I feel I must end. Since it has come to attention that I am putting to much stress on my hair line. Also, I gave in to the flat iron for the first time in months. Which I regret but it has given me the realization that I don’t love flat/ straight hair. Just the convenience I thought it gave to me. So I’m at this point I know I want to be natural, but I no longer know what to do to my hair. I don’t want to do anything to thin out my edges and I don’t want to put heat on it again for awhile or even ever. So here I sit wonder what to do with my transitioning hair.